Farewell.

Life or death..
The bittersweet contemplation
Running circles in my head.. Do I want this?
Should I be left for dead?
Day in and day out, the constant battle of survival
I just know Gods waiting on my arrival..
I shouldn't be thinking like this
This isn't right.

"You'll never see the lords face this way"
But that may be the price I just have to pay.
I can't take this pain, I can't pretend anymore
I'm weak and I'm weary
I want to cheat death.
I want to take my own life,
.. the thought..
It just feels so right.
Suppressing and suppressing
The agony,
the burning black heart..
Allowing everything to tear me apart
But this..
This is the end.
I'll leave in silence,
So the world won't mourn
I'll go quick.. You won't even realize I'm gone.
I won't be here to upset you.
I won't be here to put my burdens on your already so heavy shoulders.
I'm setting you free
Giving my soul peace
And laying this,
Tired
Broken
Body to rest.
I just ask you hold on to our sweet memories..
But I'm leaving now.
I'm ending it all
So goodbye world
I took one hell of a fall
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