Deadly Choice

Tired of trying to suppress deadly thoughts,
urges I've tried so hard to ignore.
Breaking the blade, breaking my skin,
please don't let me ever give in.

Shaking and weeping inside of my head,
willing my heart to stop and be dead.
Breaking the blade, breaking my skin,
please don't let me ever give in.

Laying in agony the urges released,
I tried so hard to conceal the beast.
Breaking the blade, breaking my skin,
open wounds bleeding once again.

Softly I feel dysphoria destroy me,
my body becoming so empty yet free.
Breaking the blade, breaking my skin,
open wounds bleeding once again.