Reality blends

I awake from light sleep,
Only to fight a worse battle,
The room begins to rattle,
They're coming out of my head,
The nightmares blend,
The dark grins at me.
 
Vision floods with terror,
Incisions grow deeper,
Blood getting thicker,
Heart beats feint,
Their taking control.
 
I cannot tell reality from nightmares,
They all blend together now,
Talking to me since no one else will,
Showing me things because no one else can,
I was pushed to the edge because of them,
I'm going insane,
I laugh "Insane.."
 
I'm in the corner of society,
Where no one can find me,
With a bucket overflowing with bullshit and blood,
I'm loosing the little control I have.
 
Doctors don't know what the hell their talking about
"This will help",
Wrong,
It never fucking helps,
Nothing ever helps,
Nothing stops this damned parasite,
Its ravaging my body.  
 
I feel like im slipping for good,
Blood dripping from my fingers,
Memory's flood me, realizing,
The nightmares finally won.