Falling (again)

   My mind it does wonder, while I sit and ponder.  It's been quite long since we last spake, have I done something wrong?  

  I stop to think, just one more drink. Now I'm all broke.  Flashback, flashback!  I need to snort some coke.

  Put the stake upon my heart, give me a fucking break.  Holy shit, I'm fucking high!  Jump from this bridge on which I stand, maybe I can fly!!!