Freind

You give me life
You make me live
You may not feel as deeply for me
But I could care less
I wake up thinking of you
I go to bed thinking of you
You warm my heart
You are my best freind
And I lust for you
But I lied to you
Keeping a deep secret I hate form you
I let you in
And told you the truth
I thought it was right to tell you
And now I see how wrong that was to keep it form you
I've been abused so much it's hard to remember you are different
you have a deep place in my heart
It tears me apart to have hurt you
I still love you on some level
Deeper than anyone else
But I can wake up tommarow without you
But I can't be happy without you in my life
I don't want to change how you see me
To be nothing less to you
I long to hold you
To lust you again
To show you affection
I know you may never trust me
You may never forgive
But I hope you do
I've kept that secret so well gaurded and trusted you
I see now that I should have been forth coming to you
But I'm scared
And I love you I lust you
Your my only ture freind