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I'm Sorry
As I linger in this doorway
Where I go neither to nor fro
Lost in a decision
In which direction I should go.
A balance slowly tipping
And I’m running out of time
Sand between my fingers
Before I lose what was mine.
A vicious pattern that I do follow
A pattern I can’t seem to end
Destruction at its finest
To a heart that will never mend.
I never mean to do it
And I honestly do care
But I always fuck things up
When I become too damn scared.
I’m not sorry that I love you
That’s something I’ll never be
I am sorry that I let those doubts
Get the better of me.
Where I go neither to nor fro
Lost in a decision
In which direction I should go.
A balance slowly tipping
And I’m running out of time
Sand between my fingers
Before I lose what was mine.
A vicious pattern that I do follow
A pattern I can’t seem to end
Destruction at its finest
To a heart that will never mend.
I never mean to do it
And I honestly do care
But I always fuck things up
When I become too damn scared.
I’m not sorry that I love you
That’s something I’ll never be
I am sorry that I let those doubts
Get the better of me.
Published 10th Jan 2014
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10th Jan 2014 7:38pm
I really needed to hear those words, from someone I love very much- funny thing is even reading them from a stranger, has somehow eased my pain just a little. Thank you for sharing.
11th Jan 2014 00:12am
