My Final Testimony

I'm sorry
I know I've hurt you all again
I just couldn't handle this life anymore
I just kept hurting the ones I loved
Over and over again
I couldn't take it
Seeing what I did
Hurting anyone who got close to me
I've felt this way for quite a while
I want you to know
This isn't your fault
There is nothing you could've done to save me
Remember I am in a better place
The world probably is too
Without me there
To screw it all up
That's all I really was
A screw up
So don't be sad for me
If anything go back to being mad at me
Its a familiar feeling I'm sure
Most importantly try not to cry
I was and still am nothing
So don't bither shedding a tear for me
I'm not worth it.