Not Because I Had To

the lies must stop.
i've tried i've tried but they keep slipping out.
i pour them out of my mouth like a water spout.

you forgive and forget like it's a daily ocurrence.
you cry you cry wishing i would stop.
your tears could heal a withered crop,

we just put it in the past like it never happened.
we meet we meet and i remeber you are a pooter.
you say hun i was hit with a bullet from a shooter.

my memory sucks you said that enough.
maybe you haven't maybe you haven't i already forgot.
where are the memories i once sought?

accidents happen whether they seem like accidents or not.
the nerf football hit your eye, oops a mistake.
not the worst mistake i've made or have yet to make.

when are you going to get your hat back?
i dont know i dont know, how should i know?
it's just another mystery of this show.

the best wristbands ever i always want more.
i hate i hate how theyre too short for me girl.
but i love i love i love how they swirl.

sorry you never got your picture i always forget.
how about you get this poem instead?
im trying to sleep can you please get out of my bed?

you are stupid and a whore but not the kind you want to be.
i tell i tell you more than i realize.
you say things you shouldn't know and its a surprise.

whats your eye color? don't expect me to know.
i look at your eyes all i see is pupil no iris.
NeverShoutNever!? nah, you love miley cyrus.

years from now we might be friends.
who knows who knows where we will be then?
all we know now is we met in 2010.