a shattered mirror

love was once my friend
now its something i fear
ive destroyed my own heart
every time i look in the mirror
i see a scared messed up girl
im not a woman
im just a child stuck in a grown body
im a phantom of who i was
i changed became better
then i slipped and became who i was in the past
the reflection looking back isnt me
it was once the other half of me
now its the shadow of nothing
nothing but pain and loneliness
the pain of knowing i once had the perfect love and lost it
it kills me tares my heart apart
but here i am living on living a life that was once mine
but now im just
           living the life of a shattered mirror