To kill a demon-

I can feel
Their eyes watching;
Ever so carefully
Watching;
And waiting,
For me to lose myself
All over again.
And they'll do anything
To keep me
From myself;
But my demons and I,
Are merged,
And breathe ,
In the same lungs.
They're praying,
And wishing,
We would separate.
But if I am to kill
My demons,
I'm afraid,
I might just rid myself
Of my angels as well.