Mother

O mother,where have you gone?why have you left me searching for you from dusk until dawn?There is a hole in my heart where only you belong.My peace of mind is slowly fading away,as are the memories of you inside my heart.I must hold them tighter so they will not depart.I have lost the memory of what your voice sounds like,when you tell me you love me,then hold me tight.I wish I could hug you and hear you whisper that everything will be alright.I wish you would tuck me in one more time,and tuck me in just right.So the cold wind carrying sorrow could come near.I wish I could find you,I wish you were right here.If I find you I would hold you so you would not vanish again.I want to show you how much I have changed now from back then.I want you to truly know me and tell me your proud of the kind and gentle man I have become,I want desparatly to hear only you say your proud I am your son.When the time comes,out of this hellhole and into your arms I will run.I hope I get to spend more time with you before its too late.Any precious time I get to spend with you,to me would be so great.