religious agression

heavenly cursed with all that I'm blessed with
praying to the fallen star for my eternal ending death wish
Holy beliefs but dark thoughts is all that I'm left with
light shines, camouflaging my unhappiness
giving up all hopes coincides with never finding internal bliss
love locked inside of me and I lost the key to unlock it with
ask the savior for a favor but he's always on some other shit
I walk alone and blinded cause I'm in every way done with it
done with faith, hope, and destiny cause this world has stolen the best of me
take a good look and please find whats left of me
whether or not you do, don't help just let it be
hate life but take it as it comes acceptably
cause time makes everything inevitable
making everything worth being exceptional
making all that's unexpected expect-able
sins outweigh metric tons sending souls to their abyss
never knowing what awaits us how can God judge us by the sin we do commit?
how can he hate when hes made out of love and everything that has to do with it?
sending sinners to a never ending place of brimstone and fire in the darkest pits
meanwhile the ones who openly claim heaven are the worst fucking hypocrites
and so they make God to be. If hes up there how the fuck does he put up with this?
That's why I don't believe the existence of the God that is taught in church
every time i hear the lies my ears starts to burn and my mind hurts
end times are here, why the fuck haven't you been unearthed?
book of John 8;44 describes who I speak of in a single verse
preachers of today make Isaiah 44;25 transform from fiction to alive
Psalm 55;21 is Obama so let it be known that its been prophesied
I possess the knowledge of the wise and a spirit of love
unfortunately I still wait aimlessly on a 3rd of the trinity that of which like a dove
until then, damned if I i do and damned if I don't. this is why i have given up all hope but before I have died will be when I have started to try, and i will finally be happy with the fact that at least I fucking tried!