Octopus Shells (20, Febuary 2013)

I want it to stop.
Please,
Make it stop.
I don't want it;
Just go away.
I don't want to deal;
I don't want to give up.
Why am I the one?
The one that's neglected?
Why me?
Why do I cry now?
Why am I hurt?
Why am I not dying?
Just give up;
I need to give up—
I need to go away.
I need to go away.
Where is away?
Where an I?
Why am I here?
Why can't I give up?
Why do I cry?
Why do I hate?
Got to go,
Need to go.
Getting away,
Away from me.
I suck—
I hate me.
Why me?
Why am I here?
Why do I have to deal?
You did it before,
So do it again.
Make the sacrifice;
Sacrifice myself.