its ok to move on

The last couple days
have been....
different.
I no longer carry the last name
let alone the burden of my
ex-husband.
Am I happy? More than ever.
Every one says it's a disguise
but it's not.
Part of me feels like a failure
but I tried all i could.

All of a sudden though....
this man I'm smitten with
started coming around more.
Calling more.
Caring SO much more.
I keep falling harder...
and now it seems like its
actually okay.
He thinks now nothing is
standing in our way.
Yet, he wants nothing from me
but my friendship and my
yearning body for him.
I have him wrapped around my
little finger though.
He has me wrapped around his.

I guess its okay to say finally...

I really do love someone.
What a great feeling.