Never Arbitrary

Makeup smear
Throat swell appendage
Crying ugly and on my shoulder

Indulge in drink
Burn any loyalty inside
Friends flailing that killing pace

What more can I say

You better keep calm
Ordinary pain is never arbitrary
Choices made in the frame
No pleasant changes

I'm buried alive
The villain in this fable
Helped cut my own throat open

No one to blame
Pushed myself this way
But I'll no longer pull the trigger

What more can I say

You better keep calm
Ordinary pain is never arbitrary
Choices made in the frame
No pleasant changes

I've seen enough