Dignitas.

The colonoscopy,
the lobotomy,
the biopsy,
the elegy, 
the eulogy, 
the epitaph.
Forget it,
take me under,
my neurological slippers
to cut my feet on my insanity.
Bones are breaking on laxatives and piles form on dislocation.
Bang my ball against the resin flooring.
I implore you, from my glass cage.
The antibodies do not fight
like your white suited manikins.
The procotoscopy
the culdoscopy,
the otoscopy,
the neoplasm,
the mitosis,
the chemotherapy.
Forget it,
bury me under
mirrors of surgeons.
Be my medical proxy, travel-ticket.
Radiology and melanoma are stitches
to a cross pattern of old.
Bang my head against the resin flooring.
I implore you, from my glass cage.
Goodbye meticulous world of wet-eyed prayer.
Ripen me under injections for the murderer
and take me there.

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For my grandmother.