I Just Am

Why?  When it just is
It does not have to have reason
It is flow, creation, imagination
Free streaming from my fingertips
I am the creator and you are the seeker
For questions I have no answers
You cannot find what your looking for in me
I am a mystery
Only I know my secrets
You will never see my inside
My insecurities and trapped doors leading to an empty pitiful lost soul
Do not bargain me for I am the worst
Don't wish for striving or some sort of description
The is no answer to me
I just am