drowning in my sorrows

Drowning in my sorrows
Never thinking there is a better tomorrow
The anger
The head aches
The pain
The crying
The disturbances while trying to sleep
The thoughts
The tears
Being not able to handle it all is what I fear
I feel like I can’t tell anyone how I’m feeling
it is the light in me they are stealing
Because everyone just gets up and leaves
What do they hope to achieve?
Making me not want to be here?
Making me feel like I don’t belong
Making me feel like everything I do is wrong
Just don’t waste my time if you intend to ruin my life
Cause I don’t want to live everyday with strife.