What could have been.

They say we shouldn't dwell on the past
because its done
and it causes decisions that are unrash
but that we should live in the present
because it doesn't last

but instead I fall asleep
and I see us in my dreams.

I see you and I laying in your bed
looking out ahead
with the smoke in our lungs
and love in our hearts

Our love was so innocent
Our love was so pure
never once was it sexual
I just loved you for you.

The first time we kissed
of course I had been drinking
You told me you didn't want it this way
You wanted me to be thinking

You wanted to kiss me
you wanted to look in my eyes
and not see eyes that were empty

our time came to end
it was time for me to go
it took us so long to get here
you didn't want me to close the door

I told you I'd be back
school will start up soon.
I'll be back in your arms
I'd again be your little spoon

But the months came closer
and you seemed further
300 miles took what could of been
300 miles kept our love burning within.

Time took away our hope
Love kept in on the hook
we never really waited for each other.
but still I wonder if you've found another

because yes I have loved
but they weren't like you
Yes I was beloved
but they didn't hold me like you.

I wonder if time took so much
or if our love still exists as such.