best damn bootleg

i dont really understand
why i need you.
and maybe
thats
the problem.
you stay stuck in my head
more than i can stand
i know its not
love

but what is it
then?

i feel in between
the waves
i feel stuck
lost and
craving

something different from this
world
something
unattainable
i need to know
that this will soon
fade

because its hard to be
between the waves

its hard
to be
okay