in my head <3

I didint believe you then
i had no clue...
now i know..
how you felt
is it to late
to let you know.
i care to?
i had no clue..
not one
i had Never thought love could hurt this much
i thought that because i have you..
things would get better
they don't i love you so much that when in not with you..
i have never told you this
but i cry
i cut
i bleed in your name
beging god to let me see you..
be by your side,forever
but we are never always together...
for our love is hated  by many
mummy doesn't know
she killed me inside wen she took him away
he is my all...
we don't talk much..
don't see each other much n i could die it hurts that bad
worse then any pain known to man
he has a heart so big
peoples insides are ugly
but yours are beautiful
a love so strong... Do i deserve you?
your so ellegant
so gracefully caring
and i left his arms empty
its killing me now
i don't want to be anywhere but with yiu
you driving me insane with your love
i need you always
i die a little bit more every time you say goodbye
but you bring me back to life with your lips against mine...
so smooth..
so right...
all i can say is...
i love you
and its killing me but with you...
you bring me back to life...
so ill die a Little more...
one thing on my mind...
your lips saving me