whats the point?

whats the point of loving if love doesn't exist???... If the meaning of life is to love and be happy.... I believe im living in vain... Days will come and go... People will come in our lifes well others we will never see again... I gave my hart out once be for... But sadly it did not last... I tried to please her I truly did... I but I guess I was not capable of being loved.... Time will go on.... Life will not stop for me or my well being.... To day I declare my self lost... Dieing with my hart crossed... I tried... But I guess the problem left in side was me