Me, Myself and I

Since I was young, I've been tortured and put down,
made to feel worthless, I always walk with a frown,
I had to compensate by being the class clown.
 
Voices of those who call me a freak, my mind has been made no words I shall speak, I laugh to myself cause you are all so weak, everyday all week.
 
I find myself at peace in the woods by the creek, nothing to tease or make me feel meek.
 
How they all treat me makes me cry as I fall, waiting for something, my name to be called, left sitting on the sidelines,
hoping for a chance, to prove my self-worth and get out of this Trance, I stand proud of my name my last name is Lance
 
Stronger than ever I will always fight back,  
laugh at me now then watch me attack.
The strength of my hatred now biting back,
Power and Heart I've noticed you lack, you should go now and cover your tracks, go far from here before this seal cracks,  
before my synthetic sanity snaps.
 
If I relapse and you within sight,
you'll witness violence and vengeance tonight.
 
Don't wake the Demons and Devils that sleep,
they must stay within, locked away in their keep,
you don't want to see them, not even a peep.
 
Gruesome and Gorgeous, eyes darker than tar,
your so god damn lucky to have made it this far.
Now go somewhere safe, somewhere off of the charts,
the pain I've been through like a knife to the heart,
Evil thoughts overflowing set out on the cart,  
All Emotions are lost not given a start,  
hopes and dreams torn to bits, ripped apart.
 
I turn all doubts into anger then molded to hate,
you've made the decision, marking the date,
your actions and words have chosen your fate,
this poem is now over cause it is to late.