Someone asked me "Do you believe in love?"

It's hard to believe in something that comes and goes like an imaginary friend.
A passionate start with a dreadful end.
Never a warning, short, intense and anything but painless.
Leaving your life a huge mess.
I have a soul mate.
Yet we're not to be.
Tears at random.
Everything reminds me of her.
Adele, tattoos, piercings, weed.
She blew me away and I've yet to come back down.
The closer I come to reality, I start to realize she's not going to catch me.
Nine months later like I'm pregneant with this undying love for her.
I hope I give birth soon.
I long to hate you like you seemingly hate me.