A Cursed Demon

Looking back, To all the angst and discontent
I realize we were never meant to be
Looking back, To all the fear and malcontent
I realize what I never wanted to see

You are the pure heart I could never wish to be
You are the pure soul I could never wish to consume
I am the blackened heart you could never wish to see
I am the blackened soul you could never wish to woo

Walk away, Never face me again
Run as far as you can, I’m burning again
Never speak to me, Lies spill from my throat
Never think of me, I hold a blade to my throat

Take my world to its knees, And carry me away
Lift me above the dirt and rust, To a brighter day
I’ve always believed in you, Believe in me once more
I’ve always loved you too deeply to let you walk through my door

This home isn’t the home you wish it to be
I lay here burning day by day, A cursed demon destined to roam endlessly
This bed isn’t the bed you wish it to be
I lay here dying day by day, Praying you come inside to forever stay away