Yep...

I could have sworn you were crazy for a brief moment
your insecurities are sleek
and why are you so weak?
Theres things in this world that u think
that dont exist
and you expect me not to resist
your urges are a bliss
but they are not a joy
you act so far from a man than a boy
and I just want simple things
love is too much
love is like syrup instead of butter
and it takes too long to settle in
I just want only good things again

Im not afraid of it
I just dont want it
do you say the things to me to others?
or am I the only one you intend to smother?
These things are not readily accepted to me
and I am not going to just allow these things
Just stop trying
just let it go
and good things will happen before you know
you dont have to ask
because happiness is not a gift
its something you have to show
and if love is what you have
then love is what you have to do
but what i have
is not the same as you...obviously