Hopeless

Patience is key,
they've told to me,
it seems I have been waiting an eternity

I wonder whats in store
in this life of depressed scorn
I've begin to hate myself
at my hopes they've torn

Riddled with doubts
I always seem to fail
this taste is fucking horrid and
starting to get so stale
i'm losing my mind can't you see,
my eyes will tell the tale

Sadness,Madness and much much more
I begin to wonder whats worth fighting for,
finding a will to live, proves to be quite the chore

But I'll keep the smile upon my face
and hide amongst the crowd
though on the inside I am crying so damn loud