Lying for love pretending im unhappy

I love the way you lie
but yet that s the thing
you dont know how to
You do not want to
I count to sixty
say I love you
watch the angel unravish
hug you as they carry us up
your warmth strengthens me
you hold me
I fall in love for a moment
im in love
so infatuated with this love
I hold you
say we are going to be together
Forever and Ever
I say good night before my mind turns the tables
listen to the music
then slowly but softly
make love to you
Im different
a glow over something I wanted to
Destroy
Yet it destroys me
I love myself to much
Now I say goodmorning to my past my present
But never my future