Leaving everything we had behind

Leaving everything we had behind
Is hard because thoughts of you run through my mind
But missing you kills me
I fell in too deep to see
That this is how you might want everything to be
I don’t see you smile, I don’t see you laugh
Maybe it’s because you have had enough
But what have you had enough of? Me or the way you feel?
You can’t just lock your feelings away
Because the more you deny them the more they stay
People say forget and that I should regret
But what people don’t get
Is I still haven’t let go of you yet
I was starting to move on
And everything just felt wrong
I loved you for way too long
I even wrote you a song
But you showed me where I belong
I hate how you can do everything you please
And deep down you know I gave you everything you need
All the memories that we made start to fade to black
And I know just like you I can’t take this back
But what’s the point of trying?
If I told my friends that I didn’t want to get over you, I’d be lying
But now I’m sick of crying
So now I’m going, goodbye
I wish I could show you the pain in my blue eyes.