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If you looked into my eyes for real you'd see the raw of how I feel.
The pain in my heart for you, the longing to make it untrue, to make you smile again.
As long as I've known you, you've never seen true happiness. And you deserve the best.
I cant decide which is worse.
The fact that I miss you and never had you, or the fact that I love you and you don't want me.
I fake my smile when you sling your arm around me and call me "sister" but deep down, I know you know it cuts me.
No blood relation, an unspoken connection, I know we both feel.
Weather it be love, or just a passing need, I know I need you in my life.
I love you.
Plain and simple.
You mean the world to me, and I mean little to you.
At least that's what I feel like. I'll always be here, and I know you will too, but just the fact that I try so hard and you shut me out, hurts.
Written by AidreanJoell (Addie Loveless)
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