Forgive me

These are some of the saddest days of my life so far..
I have cried out all my tears.
And I'm living my greatest fear.
It so much to bare.

To lose someone you love is always so hard.
I have to be sure not to break or show how lost I feel, so I am on guard.
I fear that I won't be much of a use
We are all so broken...
You meant so much to us
To me a mother you were
To them a mother you are...
Why did you Have to go?
Why did you have leave..
They need you.
As do I
Can't you see these tears we cry?..

Life brings such strife.
It was your time
No longer suffering
No longer do you have to fight

You won
And you fought with all your might
It really was quiet the sight
Please forgive me for wanting you here
For wanting you near
For wishing that they had the chance to say a proper goodbye...