Don't try to understand me

Don't try to understand me
If you do you will start loving me
You will see who I want to be
The girl that is broken inside
The girl who always liked to hide
The girl who didn't like to be noticed
The girl who liked to be honest
The girl who is selfless
But selfish when it came to you
Thanks for making my dream come true
You were someone that I could trust
I knew you weren't just a crush
You were way more than that
You were my heart and everything else
I loved you way more than I could ever love myself.