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my babysitter
waiting,debaiting
contemplating
on weather or not i
should be saying
he took one thing
i can never get back
it just goes to show
the real man he lacks
trust was the thing
my mom gave to him
not knowing the monster
he hides with in
i lay down to sleep
he tells me to
knowing the moment is coming
when he finally breaks through
im hurt
and im bleeding
he's laughing
ignoring my pleading
does he care
does it bother him
knowing there was more than one thing
he put inside me
other then grim
three years have passed
and i am still perturbed
by the mess he left
all the things in my world are disturbed
just thinking he's out there
somewhere
im afraid to close my eyes
afraid to shower
i have no bruises
i have no scars
but takeing my virginity
was like taking my heart
he said he would come back
years later
to do it again
and again and again
i see his face
flash in my mind
smiling his ugly smile
making me wish i was blind
contemplating
on weather or not i
should be saying
he took one thing
i can never get back
it just goes to show
the real man he lacks
trust was the thing
my mom gave to him
not knowing the monster
he hides with in
i lay down to sleep
he tells me to
knowing the moment is coming
when he finally breaks through
im hurt
and im bleeding
he's laughing
ignoring my pleading
does he care
does it bother him
knowing there was more than one thing
he put inside me
other then grim
three years have passed
and i am still perturbed
by the mess he left
all the things in my world are disturbed
just thinking he's out there
somewhere
im afraid to close my eyes
afraid to shower
i have no bruises
i have no scars
but takeing my virginity
was like taking my heart
he said he would come back
years later
to do it again
and again and again
i see his face
flash in my mind
smiling his ugly smile
making me wish i was blind
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