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what were you thinking?

i felt his vibes as we sat in the same class
somethin bout the end of the world
how we had to repent n pave the way for the coming of christ
and he was cool like that
sexy man boy alien holding me tight
begging him to go see the fucking dahli lama talk
maybe that woulda been my big break
with
him
he
said
no
and
so
i
went
with
the
other
two
you
know
who
mary
n
sean
the
black
sexy
dude.

stoned eyes jumpin up n down
singing me myself n i
fuck freud 4 the last time.

wishing he would like me like i liked him
alex
yes.

instead he had his half chinese girl
soup shops
meditation
karma
compuslion
obsession.

never asked me out.
why?
fucking too cool 4 school
not cool enough 4 u fuck u
one
million
times
til
it
hurts.

now he is into games
so am i
i never lie
down or up
dont matta to me.

just one simple question
what were you thinking?