struggling to control my heart

My heart struggling to pump blood
All you could here was thud, thud
I struggle to not cry after what I hear
That you will no longer be near
Tears all in my pillow
For it’s my heart that is now hollow
My heart cracks in to pieces one by one
Each one dissolves away
But still you chose not to stay
But why?
Is it that your heart can’t take the heartache?
Do you think leaving me was a mistake?
All the memories of us the good and the bad
I cherished everyone we had
But now it’s all gone
I have to pretend to be strong
My heart felt like it had one last beat before it fell to the ground
It broke into pieces and they all were unbound.