Fragments Of My Past

I had a dream today and then it turned into a nightmare
I thought I was over this shit
I thought I didn't care
Fragments of my past
It’s like a splinter in my brain that I can’t get out and it still hurts
I saw her
I saw her in my dream or rather nightmare
What goes around comes around
Yeah that’s true
These feelings keep trying to hold me down but I gotta break through
Listening to music only makes it worse
I’m just going through the motions living with this curse
These feelings came out of nowhere and hit me like a ton of bricks
And my sinful mind is telling me to get a quick fix
You know what that means
Roll a blunt
But I told God I wasn't doing that anymore and I’m not tryina front
So I just have to deal with it
I just want this prison sentence of Karma to be over
I lost the only girl that really cared
Maybe in another year I won’t give a fuck but that year isn't here yet and I’m stuck in the present