john micheal

i wasnt there when you were born cuz my co was a prick
no excuses
i'm a fn dick



flag
country
all that
the guy on your left
it's all my fault
i get that

fiasco
sea anenome from san antone
more and more grey hairs
abandoned homes
stains in my underwares
full of stones
kidney,bladder,gall
nutsack
does anybody really give a shit?
about the death of tom clancy
besides ben aflek?

i stole again today
took it out the box
put it right back
just so it was no longer mint

i don't want anyone to see me like this
but i guess there is somewhere i gotta go
loperamide is an opiod
makes sense it being a bit familiar
and working

even though 2mg is the recomended dosage
it takes 100 to get you half way right
im not askin for that much
pissin out my ass
golden goat lovin
may just be me gettin harder to hide it

it's gotten that bad
so hard for me to hide it

easier to send people away
those with
any medical knowledge
make the worst patients
but we all need to know
not everyone gets to live

i got a kid
who really does not know
that much about me

when i was in iraq
he was told i had better things to do
when i was in prison
she said i was workin
i hope he never has to pull a trigger
but still knows how
guns are like condoms
i'd rather have one and not need it
then need one and not have it

"a sad soul kills quicker than a germ"

you take away choices
bleed out reasons
turn everything into
you do what you have to
if there is a plan?
i believe i've earned a security clearance
half good enough to be briefed

i don't turn negros
you call nosferatu
to non sayers who did'nt wanna know

i'll put myself in charge
prolly do a horrible job
but maybe a bit better

don't think
 i can't crush you
like an 18 wheeler
with a failing jack
don't think
i was'nt gonna reinflate the tire
with a bunch of ether anyway

if you have no idea
what i'm talkin about
pretty good time
to switch
to another piece
titled by someone with a prettier name

i am mr white
i tip for mr pink
ill cut your fucking ear off
 douse you with gasoline
and dance like i think i'm good at it
don't think sean penn's brother won't show up
and put a bullet in you

i ain't just a jab
i ain't just a job
paycheck
you are what you do
a mistake i've made
middle name micheal
don't do the same
all these notes have been for you

say you can
split a splitarillo
fill it with a lil love
show us how
a 6 string can save a lil girl's life
what a killer can do on the keys to turn him into a kingsman
bring peace to a personal pea shooter
cuz a 22 in the back of the ear sure gets it done
bring peace to a piece of shit
make a phillipino a bit taller

tell us how you really feel
but if you are a liar
a robotic receptor of automatic rifle fire
you got 2 choices
either i will stick a screwdriver
in your neck
and watch the sparks fly
i'll just wait for the people to show up
put some new bracelets on me
like i don't have enough
i don't even give a fuck
it's always veteran's day
mons suck

you wanna back the wrong horse
stay bettin at off track
i got a good 20 that sat says 9 out of 10
arresting officers
say i did the right thing

this ain't even poetry
 i don't know what to say to you kid
1 time my father said
he did'nt want me there
he asked if it was finally over
as comforting as lies are
i said "i wish it was, but not yet asshole"
i'm sorry and i love you..............
but prolly could have done more..............