Lost Love (Break-Up Poem)

Lost Love

Dark forests feel like they have me in a ambush, I cant scream or run Im just sitting here letting the trees an the shallow lights throw my body into a rush... I wake up to realize it wasnt all a nightmare  that could pass as a dream with the high beams of delight, but everything he put me through was all events that happened last night... I ran to him for my life so he could hold it in his hands and never throw it away, he left my heart stranded on a island and it felt longer then days... He said he was my everything and we would never end, why lie if you know we were both going to committ this sin... We lost our love one day and couldnt realize it, the pain that through my life that you held into a dark pit... Left me stranded like before, but this time it was all of me burried... You put me 6ft. under and expected me not to die a little bit, I was a goner by the time I came crying while falling to your feet... My heart shattered across the ground like broken glass, no one to come and clean it up so I guess I'll just watch the days pass... Young but not dumb, kind but dont take it for granted... I love a few but liked by many, my love means nothing because it is silly... He thinks about me seldomly and we talk barely, he claims he wish I was the one but we ended so terribly... My love was lost and the respect was gone, everytime I hear his voice it just drones... Respecting his new love but still hurt and in pain, because now I truly know Im nothing but a mistake... I have a "Lost Love" for a special boy, how could he throw me down and walk away like my love and life was all just a toy... Like our relationship was all a game, he thinks it was something he could play... He says Im his rockstar because I use to rock his world, that girl he's with now aint on my level... She cant do what I do because I give my love better, she doesnt understand when I give love it's never forgotten... Oceans are angered with the winds and together they are clashing against the world and being upset, feeling the dangers of seeming like I have a lion,tiger,and bear who claws at ny heart as a pet... The love might have all been a illusion, something to relax our minds or something to form a confusion...