was not is

I used to be so nice to you
and everyone else
not no more
you got a lot of explaining to do
why you keep terrorizing me
all of you
take take take until nothing is left in me
but pain
like a fucking heart attack fucking pain
that burns my brain
i dont want to be here with you anymore
i hate you all and especially the three of you fucks who will never touch me again or ever.

I was a lot of things but now it's time to change
From now on I am selfish and happy and hurt but stronger than ever before
Soon you will be  a distant memory and the future will be mine alone
You can't hurt me no more cuz i woke up
i am not so nice no more
i ain't gonna cry about you no more cuz you don't deserve these tears.