Get Better Soon

Get Better soon

get better...

I'll save you, I'll take care of you...

I'll take care of you...

running nose,
tears falling from my eyes...

ten years old or so...

how many minutes later?
A few hours?

rushed to hospital,

call someone...

I slept through it ...

wake up to any other day
brothers across me...

hug from my mother
unreal feeling, everyone is crying..

We  were supposed to live forever...

gullable little girl lived by your  words.

candy when grandma threw me out of the house
apologies and promises.

Get Better soon,

get better...

I'll save you, I'll take care of you...
I'll take care of you...

I'll take care of you...

years later old and grown
still falling for the same trap..

Hate feeling like someone could be watching someone that is supposed to be gone

hate the feeling that I'll die someday, I'll leave someday..

but I dont really want to stay here.


Get Better soon

get better...

I'll save you, I'll take care of you...
I'll take care of you...

we'll live forever...

we'll go to the pool again

you'll stop drinking...

shivers up my spine

remember first time I wrote,

I'm sorry...

was a brat

I cant do anything about that now
I can't.

Can't save you
couldn't ever.

can't moan on and on about it anymore...

can't pretend not to care...

Don't exactly know what I'm supposed to do,
I will figure it out someday.