Devil's Puppet

What have I become? This isn't me.
Lord help me. God, you once fulfilled my life.
I reflected the love You had for Your sons and daughters.
Where has that gone?
The demons attacked me and I stumbled...
Where were you when I most needed you?
I'm left torn.
What once was a happy spirit is now overcast by darkness.
Those who said I was blessed have now vanished and I'm left cursed with this wickedness.
The devil has taken control and I'm its puppet.
Demons inside command me.
Every day I'm battling for my soul,
but as time ticks I get weaker.
Physically I'm more alive than ever but emotionally/spiritually I've been defeated.
I once yearned for the love of God but my soul has been deceived.
My spirit was once alive but when the enemy took control, I was left dead.
I'm spiritually dead with no where to go.
My world is closing in on me.
God and the devil fought for my soul...I'm living an eternity of pain.