If i say i love you

If i say i love u,
than i would be an honest liar,
but baby it is true,
that you burn me like a forest fire,
i love all kinda girls,
russian,american carabian and greeks,
black white arabian and mixed,
but you are different from all the other chicks,
when i think of u,i think about butterflies flowers and the leaves,
you are like hydrogen in the periodic table of mendeleev,
cause you are differently made,
i dont know to which classification of girls you should be placed,
i want to fuck many chicks but you are the first whom i wanna embrace,
i dont say i could'nt live without u,
if my love will fail,
i am not gonna die about you,
but if you have your hands in my hands,life will be like a fairy tale,
that was all i think about you,

***

If i say i love you,than i know
that your answer will be 'no',
you will say that you are engaged and so so so,
cause you dont want any1's life to explode or blowed,
but still i feel yourself calling my name,it seems you are playing the game in the silent mode,
i know you are fed up with the pain you are digesting,
upto now your patience was acting like amylase or pepsin,
but now you want someone to break the social cage you are kept in,
to make you feel beautifull,is what i want,

i want to go further,but i can't,
i think i am done,
that was all a sunflower can do for the burning sun,

i have tough nuts to rock wid you,
but dont have enough guts to elope wid you,
i want you so much,still i cant make a single effort,
to make u mine,for me you are like bear cane in the sahara desert,
trieng to do good can make the situation worst,
drinking your beauty can leave me dieng in your thirst,
i dont know how this sitution should be described,
a painful song,
melting ice,
or a  storm,
that had entered my life,
i am still going on,
knowing that the path is full of spikes,
one rose,
but i am surprised,
to  see so many thorns,
and spikes,
one jewellery and so many guards,
i am too crazy to leave you,but too coward to move forward,

to get you,i dont know,what this situation should be called,
you are like 'assasins creed',
and i am like an old p-series p.c. with no graphic card installed,

***

If i say i love you,and you accept my proposal,dear,
and if we elope together to somewere were there is no social fear,
than what next i would probably hear
will be
alarms busting my ears


             ***