I Am A Problem That Hasn't Been Dealt With!

My brain is masochist,
you have never felt what
it is like to have this,
unless of course you have
been diagnosed with the
illness,
I Get pleasure from
dominating others and
seeing them in deep
excruciating pain,
These are the feelings
I suffer from every
single day,
the Joker couldn't compare
against me to any degree,
I am the decay everyone
hates,
that is my destiny and fate,
to be someone that is different
and is misunderstood by mainstream
society,
I am a loser that has never been
accepted,
I am excluded from every aspect
of any areas or societies that have been created,
Everyone is oblivious and ignorant to their
surroundings,
and everything that is occurring
around them,
because they are too preoccupied
with juvenile activity,
They couldn't care less because
they are so selfish and vain,
The castles main story,
just represents another perpetuating
conflict that has happened
between nations for centuries,
it's a self fulfilling prophecy.