Painful Truths

Can't do this anymore, don't wanna try
This life brings me nothing but misery
Day after day I fight to stay alive
Day after day my happiness slips away
What more can I try to better this
Nothing I've done matters to no one
I've heard myself cry out so many times
Someone, anyone, save me from life
There's no point in surviving
My mind poisoned in suicide filth
I just want to say fuck it, die alone
I can't do this no more, can't go on
Why does life have to hurt me like this
Thought I found happiness in drugs
Thought I found my sorrow less soul
Tomorrow will be no better then the next
Only more bullshit to sit upon my chest
My heart bleeds out, bleeds my tears
Years and years I've tried to be sane
For decades I've lived this hurtful pain
How many more times can I plea for help
How much longer will my mind hold on
Can't take this shit no more
Put a gun to my temple you think?
Slit my wrists, down a bottle and go to sleep?
I want to be happy, I want to feel joy
God why won't you help me, save me
I don't wanna feel like this anymore
Someone save me I've locked the door