Unknown anger

This sky above me 
People Around me 
Elated
Then Me
Hated

Mental Hell
Play your games with my psyche
One day
Revenge will come
Apologies will be given

And denied
They all scream forgiveness
Mind wants to hold Grudge
Heart can't do it
Forgiveness given

Trust violated
Dreams crushed
Hated again
Giving up
Now what?