suicide note

see im tired of being your mistake
the pain that ive felt in my heart always
i thought that you loved me i guess thats fate
just like wrastling because its fake
i thought i would be in your heart always
and now im bleeding thats the price that i paid
i depended on you
to guide me thru
when i had nobody i had you
and you had me and visa versa
like we had GOD to make this earth up
like we had Jesus to pay for our sins
thru all that he forgave us again and again
for so many years ive felt this way
maybe if i had died then you feelings might change
for some reason ive always felt this pain inside of me
ive always felt neglected and rejected from society

growing up in a home where i felt no one cared
in my room where i lay there i stay sheading tears
as i started to grow then the pain starts to build
contemplating my death and myself i would kill
i feel so inatentive
alone on tjhis earth
swallowed up and engulfed in this world of pure hure
i dont have and friends and my family dont care
at the viewing of my wake ill be the only one there
laying right in the front with no family around
no one celebrating my life as i lay in the ground
i dont care if i die
if i go the i go
when i die as always ill just be all alone
and to my family and friends who thought that i was a joke
here's a gift to you all here's my SUICIDE NOTE



TY FOR READING :-)