Sadly Addicted to You

Do I love that you confuse me?
I find myself going back for more
just to get stepped on again
what do I do this for?

Sometimes I wonder
if I like it when my heart hurts
if I yearn for an explosive feeling
and relationships that don't work.

I'm addicted...
to making things that wont last work
I strive to prove myself otherwise
and get ended up being treated
       like fucking dirt.

My heart just can't take it
but I want love to be right for once.
I yearn for it, even fucking beg
then pretend to put on a front.

I want so bad for you to fall for me
tell me you were crazy to let me go
that you want more than what you thought you did
and more than you'll ever even know.

I miss you so much
and words on a screen don't do justice
I want to see your face, feel your hands
hear your sexy voice.

Instead you play your little games
changing your mind all the time.
Yes, I'm addicted striving to change things
the most gullable person you'll ever find....

to have fallen for someone
who sees right through me
I don't know what to do any more
and I think you love to just confuse me....