this pain

Dark red tears roll down my wrists
I go to my knee's and cry
Screaming and wishing I can die
Hear my hate, misery, and pain
"Do you not see he is insane"
As they all say
As i try to end it all this day
People don't love me anyway
Abandoned and so pushed away
Let me cut the pain out
Listen to me scream and shout
With a gun to my head
My wrist blood red
I pull the thread "BAM"
Now you see, I em dead