Future

My future isn't so clear
Because I have fear
Fear that evolves in my present
This fear, isn't so pleasant
I see myself being another disappointment
I see myself failing again and again
I am afraid to express how i feel about my future
I am afraid to be questioned about what I want to be
Maybe I am afraid of becoming something I am not
Maybe I am afraid of being in the spotlight
Maybe it is death...
Death is my biggest fear
I am afraid of achieving everything I want
and when I finally obtain everything,
I am frightened by having it all taken away from me
My dreams fool me in thinking everything will be okay
But i know something will happen
Sooner or later I will find out
But whether it is good or bad,
Everything will have its course
because everything has a destiny
A destiny that defines what you were put here for
You just have enjoy everything while it is here
because in the future, whether it be a day into it or 5 minute into it,
Everything can be easily taken away from you
My future isn't so clear
Because I cannot predict what will happen