Tourniquet Love

Swinging left to right
Swaying up snd down
I can touch the sky
This feeling is what I crave
I remember this day
Can't run the hill top
Can't sprint down the track
Stuck forever in this prison high
My head spins in circles
Seeing people all illusions
This world on a super tilt
My brain explodes, my skull breaks
Lying on the grass
Lying on the grass riding out this high
Never have I felt so alive
My collapsed vein runs red
Tourniquet tightly stuffed my upper arm
The needle plunged deeper then before
I don't want to die, but I just might
Every pore bleeds out my waterless heat
Dizziness envelops me as I retch up again
This euphoria engulfs me as I up my guts
These days the burning liquid is all I want
Contemplated suicide in past times
I want to live, but know I'm going to die
My vein throbs in need
Stick the needle in again, I need my life